musings.

                                         . . .      what an awful butterfly .

my name is itsu &
   i have oc brainrot    . i am absolutely delulu about them. i can and will make you listen to my headcanons.^{Distant Worlds (ffxiv) campaign CO-DM 2016
Queenslayers (d&d 5e) CO-DM - 2019
Ahazrhael (d&d homebrew) DM - 2021}
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#WoLItsu • #RPItsu • #JikunOniisan • #NiaAvelin
• #QuinaStrikesAgain • #MonSchaHunter

The question of my love . slipping right through the cracks and crumbling to dust.                                               < dark aria lv2 >

let's write a story together .
i have a preference for adventure-type RP with a focus on relationships between characters or developing lore. rp can be episodic or long-term, with dms open to talk about headcanons. i prefer rp in-game for ffxiv, but i'm open to discord & roll20 for ffxiv and d&d.
i also will end up making more blorbos. this is inevitable . but this also means i am willing to make new characters to rp with others for AU and new settings.
so let's write a story . we'll be delulu together.

     rule 1                                                           open/closed.

Please check if the character you'd like to roleplay with is available for interaction.FFXIV: A majority of my FFXIV characters are written for the Distant Worlds: Memories Unforgotten campaign, however a fair few of them are open for interaction. There are also non-campaign versions of certain characters that are welcome to interact with new faces.D&D: D&D characters are exclusive to their original campaigns. I will likely make a new character for new groups/RP.Monster Hunter/Other: Cartoline follows a player's journey starting in MH4U, and as such, she is open for RP within the world of Monster Hunter.
Other series/unused characters are available for new RP series always.

     rule 2                                                           relationships .

Most of my characters are in pre-established relationships, however these relationships are tied to the Distant Worlds: Memories Unforgotten campaign. Since non-campaign and campaign versions of each character are independent of each other, they may be open to new relationships. I value the consent of the players behind the campaign versions of these characters.
If our characters are to enter a relationship, I would like to ensure that these interactions happen naturally and explicitly forced by either player.
While I'm open to friendship with my RP partners, I am currently not looking for an OOC relationship. Outside of RP, I'm a generally low-energy person until I'm comfortable with you, so please do not try too hard to be friends!

     rule 3                                                           nsfw content .

Please check if NSFW RP or content of the character is permitted. Certain characters are strictly not permitted to have any NSFW RP or content made of them. Infringement of this rule will automatically cease any further interaction between us.Generally, for non-campaign characters, I am open to NSFW RP, 1-on-1 or otherwise, as long as it is part of the general setting of the RP and isn't the main focus (such as sex in a cave on an adventure vs. attending an 18+ venue). I am not the most familiar with NSFW RP, so please bear with me as I get used to these things!
NSFW content (screenshots, videos) are also permitted, and I'm happy to help with any Gposes if you need an extra hand.

   hearer                                  #RPItsu .

                                         . . .      closed // dw-only .

ITSU RAURU NEIR
A daughter of Darjin, born in the Burning Wall. A Hearer of the Shroud. Chocobo caretaker.
The sister of the lancer protege become ishgardian nobleman.
The daughter of a White Mage whose mission and soul stone were passed on to her.
The daughter of a simple gridanian wood wailer.
bi-lingual speaker eorzean (en) & darjinian (fusion al bhed/tagalog)Heavy Homebrew | whm, family, themes | campaign relationship (wife) | no nsfw/18+

   HUSTLER                                 #JikunOniisan .

                                         . . .      open//all rp .

JIKUN QAELLA NEIR
A son of Darjin, born in the burning wall. The lancer protege.
The property sold to a black market recruiter.
The adopted noble's son who became a black market head.
A hearer's beloved brother.
bi-lingual speaker eorzean (en) & darjinian (fusion al bhed/tagalog)The "protege son" who was forced to protect himself, numb to the world and fiercely making his way through the black market. The recovering brother who would sacrifice the world to see his sister's smile and is powerless against his gentle mother.underdog, drg themes | open to relationships | 18+ and NSFW OK

     actress                                   #NiaAvelin .

                                         . . .      open // all rp.

N'Nia Avelin (mimikyuu)
A daughter of Darjin, born in the burning wall.
A hearer, hunter, and fighter's childhood friend.
The daughter whose father's sickness took him away in her younger days.
The daughter whose mother was the Moon Dancer that tried to raise a good girl.The gentle girl who was protected by a fighter. Survivor's guilt, and the regret that drove her to become someone who could be loved on stage instead of genuinely.
Sex and love, consent and indulgence.sex, love, indulgence themes | open to relationships | 18+ and NSFW ONLY
campaign relationship (gf) . will have AU version for other relationships.

     cleric                       #QuinaStrikesAgain .

                                         . . .      closed // dnd rp .

Quinne Chamille Ain (Quina)
A daughter born to an elf and human on the outskirts of elturel.
the cleric who became the emissary of the goddess catherine.
The wife of the princess of the avenir tribe.
A sister whose brother sent her to a boarding school she hated for years.
The daughter whose father was a travelling merchant of the ainevaan.
The daughter whose mother was a homebody.shenanigans, love themes | campaign relationship (wife) | suggestive content onlyart (picrew): はなまめ

     HUNTER                         #MonSchaHunter .

                                         . . .      open // monster hunter rp.

Cartoline Scha
The elder daughter of moon shamans who favoured their youngest
The older sister searching for her younger brother, Nera, who has been missing for years
The woman who found strength in hunting instead of divinity and became a hunter
the woman who had a near-fatal encounter with Xeno'jivaadventuring, yearning/searching themes | open to naturally-formed relationships
this character's story begins in MH4U, proceeds into MHWorlds and is currently in MHWilds

secondary

                                         . . .      awful-butterfly.tumblr.com .

others

                                         . . .      awful-butterfly.tumblr.com .

   name       Itsu Vanille
   age       26
   dob       sixth sun of the Third Astral Moon (5/6)
   pronouns       she/her
   gender       female
   orientation       bi-sexual disaster
   race       midlander hyur
   role      warrior of light, white mage, emissary
   current location       tuliyollal
   home       the burning wall, thanalan | gridania

this profile is for my Wol. there are three versions of itsu in existence: RP itsu (neir) and two versions of wol itsu that split during dawntrail. one is part of a wolship (vanille) while another continues through the story selflessly (rauru). i know it's a little confusing so thank you for being interested in any of them!

捕まえたdaydream 出遅れたストーリーと栄光がどこへ叫び唱えても
荒れたトンネル 声もくぐれない だからサイレンス 灯すためと. < ninelie >

   height       5"6
   weight       138 lbs.
   build       slim, slight muscle
   hair color       black
   hair style       side-swept layered
   eye color       hazel
   wardrobe       thaliak attire in navy & white.
   weapon choice       staff

face markings. itsu has markings of white on her face. these are regularly painted with her fingers. they were first painted onto her by her mother. she and her brother have face markings that they maintain as a way to remind themselves of their heritage.
this is a detail shared across all itsu variants.

   alignment       neutral good
   mbti       INFJ-T
   likes       sleep, fishing, food in bed
   dislikes       errands, responsibility, loud people, crowded locations
   positives       loyal, dutiful, independent, commanding presence
   negatives       short-tempered, easily burnt out, dark jokes at her expense, fear of commitment

she's not a nice person. Itsu Vanille is very stubborn, and is the "do it or not at all" kind of person. she has a tendency to get things done, even at the cost of her own well-being. she gets annoyed and burnt out easily when burdened with too much responsibility. she affectionately teases her friends and has a hard time showing her caring side otherwise. on the contrary, she is hyper-aware of her role as the warrior of light and thus has a fear of commitment in relationships.

もし今の私を見れたならどう思うでしょうあなたなしで生きてる私
everybody finds love in the end. < 桜流し >

best friend thancred
friends estinien, lyse, wuk lamat
relationship koana (dating)
exes aymeric de borel, hien rijin
azem araw

                                                                       amber of the second prince .

I wanna love me the way that you love me, For all of my pretty and all of my ugly too, I'd love to see me from your point of view. I wanna trust me the way that you trust me. < pov >

itsu likes to mess with her friends. Ever since the adventure in Norvrandt, she likes to call Thancred "Dadcred." Much to his dismay, sometimes she'll also call him "Daddy." Itsu likes to also mess with estinien and sees what makes him jump in fear. :')

itsu vanilla is a variant of "Itsu." there are different versions of my OC, Itsu, that diverge either at birth or during dawntrail. :) this variant is likely the one I talk about on socmed a lot.

Itsu was born in the burning wall, thanalan while her mother was investigating the presence of elementals at the request of raya-o-senna with her husband. they returned swiftly to gridania and raised itsu there, learning that she was a hearer. she studied at the stillglade fane under the close supervision of e-sumi-yan. during the events of the calamity, itsu, with the other trainee conjurers, would treat incoming casualties into gridania as acting medics. her studies halted, itsu spent much of her time in the forest, communicating much with elementals of the twelveswood. eventually, itsu came to inherit her mother's white mage stone.

during the events of heavensward, itsu entered a formal relationship with aymeric de borel as they sought to end the dragonsong war. as ishgard entered an era of peace and he became the acting leader of ishgard, aymeric ended his relationship with itsu, citing that it would be unfair for her to be tied to someone who would be forever occupied with state affairs. as a result, itsu has become hyper-aware of her role as the warrior of light and has had difficulty forming genuine (romantic) relationships with others since.
during stormblood, she entered a brief relationship with the prince hien rijin, breaking their relationship following during the doman restoration. she felt that it was necessary for him to focus on his people instead of letting her distract him.
during shadowbringers and endwalker, itsu becomes incredibly burnt out from constantly saving people or having to do errands for others. during the endsinger battle, she accepts death, considering it her final "gift" to the world. when she awakens, her first words were "well, fuck" (i guess I'm alive).
in dawntrail, itsu is eager to take on a mentor role, free of any real responsiblity. though a struggle, she enters a long-term relationship with the second prince, koana after the battle with zoraal ja.

                                         . . .      distant worlds rp .

age  19      |      title  whm      |      ♡  marrieditsu neir was born in the burning wall, thanalan, into the nomadic village of darjin. she grew up with her brother, jikun, and her best friends M'imikyuu and N'Nia. she had a great affinity for wind aether, while struggling with water. at the age of 12, she left for gridania to follow in her mother's footsteps to become a great healer. during the calamity, she, with other trainees, acted as medics for incoming injuries. during peaceful days, she encountered a swordswoman named yumi in the twelveswood, meeting again in ul'dah years later. eventually she joined the free company "arche koeln" with yumi as a resident healer. she was re-united with jikun and n'nia while also making a close knit group of friends along the way. she has since inherited her mother's white mage stone, carrying out the mission her mother left behind at the behest of azir haw, a wind elemental who once accompanied her mother.

                                         . . .      wol - dawntrail split .

age  26      |      title  WoL      |      ♡  singleitsu rauru 's storyline follows the same as itsu vanille up until dawntrail.
gulool ja ja's death serves as a reminder that life can be fragile. after his death, itsu rauru finds herself wanting to avenge him on behalf of wuk lamat. she takes pride in her role as the person mentoring a future dawnservant.

art: はなまめ @ piccrew

   name       Quinne Chamille Ain
   nickname       Quina
   age       20
   dob       may 23
   gender, pronouns       female, she/her
   orientation       bi-sexual whirlwind
   race       half-elf
   height       5"2
   role      cleric of catherine
   alignment      chaotic good (gremlin mode)
   residence       secomber (family home in Elturel)
   likes      bones, copius amounts of skeletons, messing with nobility/royalty, freedom, her wife c: , big chest-sizes, people open about their sexuality
   dislikes/weakness       losing her friends, controlling people, anyone who threatens to reduce her chest size (she's a G-cup).

this reference of quina is the most accurate depiction of her. her hair is commonly depicted as golden honey brown, her eyes innocent & wide and shades of soft green. her common colours worn are white and beige/brown. She wears a black heart-collar necklace and dangling piercings from her left ear.

Hair Colour (Golden-Honey Brown)

Top Right: Hairstyle
Top Bottom: Hair Length

top row: quina eye colour (top left most accurate)
bottom row: typical quina faces

top left: ears (small point)
top/bottom right: accessories.quina is always wearing her choker.

all clothes should ideally be white with accents of gold or silver!